When it’s not glamorous

...and when it actually, honestly, just kinda sucks


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I started my work as a travel/humanitarian/cultural photographer kind of by accident but definitely with open eyes.  I hadn’t really ever planned on being this kind of photographer, but because of my wife and I’s love for cultures and desire to make a living in a socially and economically developing area and my passion for photography, here I am.  I, from the bottom of my heart, love what I do, but in my heart of hearts, I’m a studio portrait photographer -a flash geek – a strobist.

Because I didn’t come into this profession with the true and direct intent to land here, I believe I’ve been able to see a different side of this kind of photography.  Some of the conversations that suround the travel photography world really make me think about whether or not people are really counting the costs of this type of profession.  I hear people say all the time that they want, as their deepest desire, to be a travel or  humanitarian photographer.  I just have to stop and wonder if they, for a second, have taken off the rose colored glasses.

Before I start in, let me just say that I love travel, cultural, and humanitarian photography.  I just love photography.  I love that photography will eternally challenge me as an artist. I love that photography makes me feel incredibly and terrifyingly human.  Photography has the ability to not only challenge the viewer but also the photographer.  I love how it can transcend culture and how a single moment in time can be made timeless.  I love how photography can truly create change.  There’s a lot to love about it, isn’t there?

Here’s the thing though – Like every job on the planet, this one is a mixed bag.  There are lot of struggles and tough times that come with the territory.

Yesterday was one of those days that reminded me of how tough it can be.  My grandfather died yesterday, and not only could I not afford to get back home, I couldn’t have even made it intime if I had tried.  Continuing on, I’ve yet to meet a travel photographer who didn’t just feel like he had unpacked… right before he or she was packing up to go out again.  I plan my life in 6 month chunks around tour season.  Sometimes culture can really just be downright annoying rather than beautiful.  Change is difficult to come by and furthermore it’s hard when people don’t sympathize with what you are deeply passionate about.  It’s a lot like getting kicked in the gut – repeatedly.  Try being married and doing this – It’s not easy at all – the list quite honestly goes on.

This profession is hard and it can take a toll on you if you let it – heck, it’s going to take a toll on you no matter what.  A majority of the time it’s not even close to glamorous, and honestly, a lot of the time, it just sucks. It’s times like these where I really have to ask myself if it’s worth it.  I know it really is worth it on so many different levels, and it’s that long list of things that I love that get me through the hard times.

What gets you through the times when it just kinda sucks?

When it means more to you

Contextualization in personal photography.


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A row of a water faucet used for ritualistic cleaning, Wudu, before enter the Mosque.

Recently I had a friend comment on some photos I had taken from a recent trip.  He told me that there were some well composed shots that he wasn’t exactly sure why I had taken.  He went on to comment on how we as photographers inherently take pictures that mean a lot to us but often times lack the meaning for those viewing them.  That’s no surprise to anyone, is it?  Color yourself underwhelmed.  However, this conversation is what set my brain on a collision course for this somewhat nebulous post aimed at furthering my photographic self discovery.

I’m not nearly smart enough to dissect culture, upbringing, religion, world view, past experience, preference, etc – all those things that unconsciously and undoubtedly play out in our photography.  I’m really asking the question what happens when we present these photos expecting the viewer to automatically understand the personal meaning behind those images?  Is the story complete?  Does the story necessarily need to be complete?

The picture above is a great example of this point.  When I sat down and thought about it, there were 5 different, specific, and influenced reasons that I took this picture.  This photo actually means a lot to me, but to the viewer without appropriate background, it’s honestly just a f1.8 shot of a row of water faucets.  It’s a bunch of water faucets nailed to a wall for crying out loud.  However, I can’t look at this scene without my mind going into overdrive.

A picture without context is a lot like a joke where you have to explain the punchline.  I agree with this statement and at the same time I violently disagree with it.  Sure, some of the most influential photographs I’ve seen were layered with explicit context  - but at the same time an image without certain contexts can send a potent message in and of itself.  Neither is wrong until you consider what you might be trying to communicate.

Take a look at the image above again – isolated, this image fails to communicate that a) this is a mosque and b) that this is an extremely important location in a mosque for Muslims.  I’d have to surround it by other images – or outright verbally explain it to the viewer.  Simply put.  If you intentions where to communicate all these things to you – I failed. If I were on assignment to present Wudu - I failed. Honestly, If I had presented this to friends that are familiar with the context – I still failed. If it was for me to artistically and effectively remember something that meant a lot to me – I win.

Like I said, I hardly have any great bits of wisdom on this point and even if I did, it would be a load of crap because it’s different for everyone.  All I can do is pay attention to some continued personal resolutions:

  • Why do I shoot what I shoot and why do I shoot it the way I do?
  • I shoot because I love photography.  You don’t have to get it all the time – it’s largely for myself.
  • Lack of context won’t get me struck by the photography gods.
  • Some of the best images I’ve seen come with a story that explains context rather than explicitly showing me the context.
  • What am I doing?  Is it for me or am I truly trying to communicate something.  If so, did I contextually do the photo justice.

So how do you bridge the contextual gap?

Scott Kelby World Wide Photo Walk

Scott Kelby Worldwide Photowalk in Historic Tibet


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I’m excited to announce that I will be leading a Kelby Worldwide Photowalk this summer.  It should be an exciting time to be in Qing hai and an even better time to check out Kumbum monastery.  Remember to sign up here:  http://worldwidephotowalk.com/walk/xining-qinghai-china-kumbum-front-gate/

Take a look at some of the information below about the walk after the break

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CHINA, HONG KONG, AND MALAYSIA (3 OF 3)

Meetings, shoots, 3 countries, and lots of me being behind a camera - THE WEDDING!


Last weekend I got the chance to shoot a Malaysian wedding w/ Matt (see his shots here).  It was quite an experience full of customs that frankly I was somewhat ignorant about other than my desperate night before wikipedia cram.  A Malaysian muslim wedding is an extremely colorful thing which made it a lot of fun to shoot and somewhat more fun than your average ‘all white’ wedding – no offense!

Some of these shots were with a shoot through umbrella while others were using a standard diffuser and bounce – I even broke out the Fong Dong.

It was fun to work with a local photographer as well and to see what shots the locals are actually requesting (see the silhouette against the window).  It’s always a learning experience to shoot w/ a photographer from another culture that sees the wedding as an insider.

Take a look.

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CHINA, HONG KONG, AND MALAYSIA (2 OF 3)

Meetings, shoots, 3 countries, and lots of me being behind a camera - Part 2


Part 2 – Downtown Penang + Batik Factory

So after my meetings and shoot(s) in Hong Kong, I headed down to Penang for a bit of business and pleasure w/ our good ol’ Digital Trekker.  I have to admit, I went to Penang not knowing much about it other than it’s really really hot there and what I read on Wikipedia.  One of the beautiful things about living in Asia, is that airfare is silly cheap here.  I’m really glad I got to pay Penang a visit.

The morning of my first full day in Penang, I was told about a kind of clothing design they do in this part of the world known as Batik.  The friend that I was with told me about how it was made, and I was absolutely blown away.  Batik is made by applying wax to cloth, dying it, and then boiling off the wax – negative space design at it’s best.  Certan types of Batik are made usings copper stamps w/ wax rather than applying it by hand.  Nonetheless, I was impressed enough to spend about 3 hours at local Batik shop marveling at how cool this stuff is.  Check out some of the designs below – hand made!

That afternoon we spent the afternoon in downtown Penang.  Downtown Penang is truly a melting pot of South East Asian culture.  I visited Chinese clan houses, two mosques, and ate lunch at the best Indian restaurant in Penang.  I couldn’t have asked for much more.

Coming tomorrow – Shots from my first Malaysian Wedding.

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